haven’t eaten anything but three small pieces of teriyaki today. i’ve drank two ensures, arizona sweet tea, and menudo, the soup only. nothing food, besides the tiny bit of teriyaki. talked to marissa, but she’s not going to do anything about my starving. (: halloween plans are in the air, but either way i’ll look great. i feel great about myself too. while i think anorexia is terrible, it’s very refreshing. worrying about small stupid stuff is nice too. like aaron, only he’s tall and handsome and stressing is more the word for him. about to ask him if he likes me, let’s cross our fingers.
edit: i was pretending to be my friend marissa. he said “haha. maybe. she’s my homie thug.” better than “eeeew no” right? =D and i just weighed myself, i dropped .6, it’s 114. go me !
